February 18, 2009 I need to start being a big girl and think about what to do in the future if things don't go as well as I wanted it to be.
I want everything to be like it was before, I want to have a happy ending, a life with nothing but my sincerest smile from the bottom of my heart every day.
I may not have been given everything I've wanted when I was growing up but it moulded me to be a decent human, satisfied with life but for now, I'd spend up to my last bit of energy, up to my last breathfor you baby. I really need you. I can't go on without you.